Fighting Anxiety With Hope


Anxiety is usually defined as fear, unease, and worry over things that haven’t happened yet. That’s how I usually experience it in my own life. I will get anxious over things that have already happened, generally whether or not I’ve made the right decision about something or said the wrong thing, but what really causes the anxiety is not knowing what effect those things are going to have on the future. Not knowing the outcome of every decision you make can be kind of daunting when you think about it!

Anxiety = fear.

I have learned and practiced a lot of different ways to make friends with my own anxiety. Some of them have worked and some of them not so much, but when anxiety comes a knockin’ I have a plan to deal with it. I decided long ago not to let anxiety overwhelm me.

A few days ago a bit of mild anxiety crept up and I decided to try to handle it a little bit differently. I got home and I took a few really deep breaths to calm myself. I listened to a few meditation tracks. I did a 45 minute yoga routine that specifically dealt with fear. I lit candles and incense and made tea and generally made myself feel safe, secure, and comfortable.

But let me rewind a little bit.

When you’re in a situation where you can’t just stop what you are doing and go through your anti-anxiety routines you’ve got to rely on using that lovely brain of yours. The best way to combat anxiety is with reason. This is how it works with me.

First I take a step back and look at the situation with as rational a mind as I can muster.
Then I try to figure out if the things I’m anxious about have any merit. Real, honest to goodness, likely-to-happen, merit.
If they are valid concerns I make a to-do list of how to prepare and deal. I trust myself to get those things done.
If there’s nothing that I can to do then I have to start rationalizing. “Those things aren’t going to happen. It’s going to be okay. Let it go. Take a breath.”
Sometimes the mind listens and sometimes it doesn’t. My mind gets into this never-ending loop of feeling like bad things are going to happen and outcomes are going to be disastrous.
Sometimes the rationalizing works and sometimes it doesn’t. This particular day it wasn’t working too well so I thought to myself:

What if I tried something different?

Once I reasoned with myself I built upon that. I asked myself what the opposite feeling to that anxiety/fear/worry would be and I found the answer – hope: A feeling of expectation and desire with a dash of trust. I started building upon those negative thoughts, turning them around and allowing myself to hope that things work out to the fullest in the best possible way.

When we do something scary or new, the anxiety tells us that it’s a mistake and it’s going to end horribly. That we’ll fall flat on our faces, that it just won’t work out for us, but what if… What if it is healing? What if it is exactly what you need in all the best ways?

When we allow ourselves to build on hope and how great things can be anxiety starts to lose it’s grasp. Sometimes things do work out better than we could hope for. Sometimes amazing things happen and it’s okay to be hopeful and to look forward to those things even when you know what the flip side looks like. Believe in hope.

“The optimist is as often wrong as the pessimist, but he is far happier.”

How do you deal with anxious feelings?

  • Lisa Lynn

    I do a lot of big things, very public and it isn't always known by those around me that I have active PTSD which comes with a variety of anxiety issues.

    Before known and expected events, I have a lot of different supports and self care in place. I share with close friends that can relate and never shut me down, but are close enough to question me in a comfortable way for me to examine my own whatever at the time. I take a lot of down time, even if it is just a song around the corner from the office. Eve, has a point about having space to be in. I try to at least keep a decent walking path ( wouldnt want to trip while pacing lol ) That is what I do for speaking events and things like that where I will be with a crowd and willfully vulnerable.

    I keep my schedule flexible so that I do not disappoint people. I do not have to explain why I keep my schedule fluid to most people, and when I do I share that being flexible helps me to be able to help people in times of need while being true to my self care boundaries. Usually people are impressed and thank me. I have never been shut down about it.

    In other places that are expected, like grocery shopping. I plan…. what time, what day… what if I can't make myself go in. There is almost always a plan B. I still send my kids to the mail box. It is what it is. Self acceptance and love goes a long way.

    For unexpected events there is also a plan in place. Usually the 1st thing is to pause, but since we are keeping it real here, I will admit I aspire to just pause 1st. Usually I cuss, really big nasty words. I might even stomp around…. that is a definite sign I need to pause and as soon as I am able, pause. Maybe use mantras, maybe call a friend, maybe lots of things. Pausing goes a long way.

    For those times I just freeze, or accidentally dive under a table covering my head and screaming after a surprise loud sound, if I didn't make it into the grocery store. If I didn't whatever, I own it and try to treat myself like I would a friend. I just forgive me. I honor that it is not my fault and not controllable. Besides, I will do better next time. I haven't starved yet ! xoxxo

  • Eve

    I love this!

    Anxiety is, unfortunately, a clinical part of my life, and I have medication to help keep it bay. But we all know that medication is an aid not a cure. Staying organized helps my anxiety A LOT – keeping an eye on finances, school, work, etc.

    When I feel out of control, organizing and cleaning my surroundings can create a stable, secure environment I feel good in.

    Getting off the internet and off my phone and just existing for a few moments or longer. Maybe even taking a nap.

    Your idea of making rational lists and looking for rational solutions is perfect, and I'm actually going to store that away for future episodes of anxiety!

    Thank you for talking about this. <3